Something You Miss
I miss having energy.
Once were the days I'd stay out past midnight with friends, go to a concert, drive around town, and I'd get up and go to school and/or work the next day like nothing. I'd sleep in on weekends but I never needed naps. Ok, maybe not never but not nearly as much as I do these days. I didn't feel completely overwhelmed by my lack of sleep all of the time. Fuck your coffee and caffeine in general. It doesn't wake me up. Fuck your 8+ hours of sleep. I'm still tired when I get the doctor's recommended amount. Fuck your healthy eating and your exercise and and and. Just fuck all of it. I do it all and nothing helps. I walk around like a zombie most days and I've just started to accept this is my life now.
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