Saturday, August 31, 2013

Resolutions: August




Read a new book: I had a very Lauren Oliver kind of month having read THREE of her books throughout August. Yeah, THREE books in a month. I'm a reading machine and as corny as this may sound, I am super proud of myself because of it. Thank you to Dustin for buying me my Kindle. Thank you Kindle for being so fantastic and helping me get my reading groove back this year.

Pandemonium by Lauren Oliver - This is the second book to Delirium. It started incredibly slow. I actually set it aside for a week or so because it was becoming more of a hassle to read than enjoyable. But I pushed on and once I got past the 30% mark on my Kindle, it started to pick up speed. I don't like really going into detail about the plot of books on here because I don't want to spoil anything but I will say this book kind of bugged me. It was more so that a specific (main) character bugged me. But the last page totally took me by surprise, in a wide eyed, jaw on the ground kind of way. And made me download the third book right then and there.

"But you can build a future out of anything. A scrap, a flicker."

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Requiem by Lauren Oliver - The third and final book in the Delirium Trilogy. I really love how well Lauren Oliver tied things together and not exactly in a perfect little bow but enough that made me feel good because it was realistic but not too harsh. It was much more fast paced than the previous book and there were a lot more action throughout. I liked how the chapters went back and forth between Lena and Hana. It was the perfect way to see two different sides of the "war" on love and freedom. I really liked how it ended. It was real and although some things were answered, a lot of things were left up to your own imagination. All in all the trilogy was really well done. Delirium was hands down my favorite and like I've said before does just fine on it's own. But I liked being able to see what became of all the characters and learning about new ones. Each book although related, had a very different feel and much different stories which I think helped them to seem fresh.

"The past has been finding its way in. It bubbles up through the cracks when I'm not paying attention, and pulls at me with greedy fingers."

"We are even free to choose the wrong thing."

"How can someone have the power to shatter you to dust - and also make you feel so whole?"

"This is the past: It drifts, it gathers. If you are not careful, it will bury you."

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Before I Fall by Lauren Oliver -

From Amazon:


What if you had only one day to live? What would you do? Who would you kiss? And how far would you go to save your own life?

Samantha Kingston has it all: the world's most crush-worthy boyfriend, three amazing best friends, and first pick of everything at Thomas Jefferson High—from the best table in the cafeteria to the choicest parking spot. Friday, February 12, should be just another day in her charmed life.Instead, it turns out to be her last.

Then she gets a second chance. Seven chances, in fact. Reliving her last day during one miraculous week, she will untangle the mystery surrounding her death—and discover the true value of everything she is in danger of losing.


I became interested in this book thanks to this book review. It was everything I was hoping for. I've heard it described as 'Mean Girls' meets 'Groundhogs Day' and that's very true but I feel like it had more depth. I loved the character development throughout. Samantha was someone I cringed at, in the book and the Samantha's of real life, but she really becomes a person that you are cheering on and in the end are proud of.

"Popularity's a weird thing. You can't really define it, and it's not cool to talk about it, but you know when you see it. Like a lazy eye, or porn."

"A good friend keeps your secrets for you. A best friend helps you keep your own secrets."

"Here's another thing to remember: hope keeps you alive."

"I suppose that's the secret, if you're ever wishing for things to go back to the way they were. You have to look up."

"That's when I realized that certain moments go on forever. Even after they're over they still go on, even after you're dead and buried, those moments are lasting still, backward and forward, on into infinity. They are everything and everywhere all at once. They are the meaning."


Give or help out in some way: I wish I could have done more this month in terms of donating or helping. I'm going to try and make up for it in September! I did enter a Breaking Bad contest in which all proceeds benefit the Kind Campaign. Sure, winning would be awesome but chances are slim to none and that's totally fine. I honestly don't think I would have entered at all if it hadn't benefited a good cause.

Bake a new recipe: FAIL. AGAIN. Oh man I suck so bad at this resolution. I have got to get my act together.

Go to Yoga - I have no excuse. I just didn't go even though I wanted to. Ugh.

Write a handwritten letter - Yep. Several in fact. Writing fool!

Save - A little bit!

Travel - Nope. We didn't go anywhere! Grr.

Outside - HA. Haha. Have you been outside in Florida lately? Yeah, exactly.

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Erin Zings

I'm really excited to get caught up on TV. I really want to watch 'Game of Thorns'.

You could barely hear her! ProJECT!

We walked into a store with 98% men's clothing. We got awkward and walked out.
They tease you with a women's wedge in the window!

She really crunches my style.

We're only 27 and 28. We're still in the YOLO zone!

Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Boot Scoot Boogie!

Anyone else remember that awesome/awful song from the 90s? No? Here it is in all of it's country glory just in case you forgot. The reason I even bring it up is because it pops in my head any time the topic of boots is brought up. Erin and I have been searching the internet high and low for the perfect boots. She found a cute pair of taupe ankle boots but since I already have ankle boots I wanted some lace up boots. I mean, I guess people have different pairs of the same style shoes right?! Yeah I know they do. In that case, I'd like to get lace up boots FIRST then see what strikes my fancy next. Because boots are just kind of awesome even if we only have about 3 days a year we can wear them in Florida & not get the stink eye.



These are my FAVEY FAVE and are of course they are out of stock.
Target has a few lace-ups I like here and here but neither are as amazing as the AE ones are. 


These are my DREAM boots as in I'll never own a pair because they are $150. 




Oh here's another pair of boots that I adore yet will never own because I just can't spend that kind of money on shoes. But aren't they just the best? 




I'm not sure if I could pull off a boot like this but I really love the detailing down the side!



I've always wanted a floral pair (or this purple pair!) of Doc Martens. 
I'm not sure that day will ever come but they sure are pretty to look at.



Really loving how simple and inexpensive these are. 

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8/6/13
Had a salad and yogurt for lunch. Still starving. Healthy eating takes the fun out of life.

8/7/13
I can't stop daydreaming about my plans tonight. Steak, sweatpants and ! Party!

Oh you know just wrote a whole blog to have it disappear.

8/8/13
Topics of conversation with Dustin this AM: Soaps (shoes), heelys, razor scooters.

8/9/13
Every time I hear Chris Brown's "Forever" I cringe for obvious reasons but then I remember Jim & Pam's wedding montage and it makes me happy

8/10/13
A roach just crawled on my arm. I'll be in the psych ward. Come visit.

I just spent my evening organizing a storage container full of cards/letters. My Saturdays are out of control!

8/12/13
Alright, today is annoying me already. When can I start my career as a professional TV show watcher?

8/14/13
Dustin has never taken/posted a "selfie" and I think that's part of the reason I love him so much.

I might just have to delete everyone who posts videos on Instagram. It drives me crazy! They need two separate feeds!

8/18/13
How does Netflix not have Gilmore Girls?! I mean, really?!

So far this Sunday I have written a letter to Kraft and Dustin removed a dead snake from our doorstep.

I don't have the hatred for popcorn ceilings that most people do. There are worse things...like wood paneling or faux finishes.

Dustin turned on the Yank/Sox game right at the moment where A-Rod got hit 3x with the ball. So crazy! For once baseball was entertaining.

8/19/13
I'm so glad social media didn't exist when I was growing up. I would've hated for my mom to post things about my life.

8/21/13
I've missed rainy afternoons. Sure, I-4 will be hell but it's worth it.

I actually downloaded Miley's 'We Can't Stop'. Who am I?!

8/22/13
Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that far

I have the hiccups and could not be more furious about it.

I'm sick of hearing about Orlando City (what the hell kind of name is that anyway?) and soccer in general.

My hiccups are back. If anyone needs me I will be scaring myself while I drink water upside down.

Insurance companies & MD offices are the scammiest of scammers. Such bullshit.

8/23/13
I hate when I forget what changes I've made to a document and then I'm not sure if I want to save those changes or not!

8/24/13
I'd pay big money if someone created an iPhone app. that made headaches go away.

8/25/13
Up at 6:42 thanks to Dustin's snoring.

We're watching Breaking Bad because duh. But now I want to know what the hell Miley did...

Watched Miley's "performance". Whoa. At least Hilary Duff turned out ok. Lizzie! And now onto more real TV - The Newsroom.

8/26/13
I know I'm going to regret wearing a long sleeve shirt (even if it is shear) but it's just so cute.

8/27/13
Trying to FaceTime without scheduling beforehand is like showing up unannounced at someone's house.

Just because we're abandoned Doesn't mean we're alone




Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Found

Oh, Sweet Lorraine!  One of the sweetest stories ever. (Pull out the tissues because I just sobbed my face off.)

Pretty awesome cards.

The Sims 4 Arrival Trailer! Time to FREAK OUT!

My poor Olivia! OUCH! Get well soon girl!

10 Songs That Will Make You Miss Drive-Thru Records.

Family sells everything to visit all 50 states.

How often do you meet "The Love Of Your Life"?

10 Things They Don't Teach You in School

32 Extremely Upsetting Facts About the Class of 2017.

50 Things That Look Just Like Your Childhood

100 Best Websites For Women

The sweetest Royal family photos. And this darling interview.

23 Signs You're Secretly An Introvert. - I kept shaking my head as I read this in agreement. I am most definitely an introvert.

Photographed together every year for 36 years.

Dating tips from 1938. This made me both furious and crack up. I guess there's a reason I was born in the 1980s.

A very creative and sweet proposal.

This story makes me physically sick. And I couldn't agree more with the Australian Prime Minister when he said "...it's a sign of the proliferation of guns on the ground in the USA. There is a gun for almost every American." And no, that's not a good thing.

Saturday, August 24, 2013

Dustin Says

I rather watch Miley twerk than go to work.

It looks like the Jacksonville Jaguars bought their helmets at play-it-again sports and then ran out of spray paint.

Miley and I are kindred spirits.

Dustin: What are you getting at the mall?
Me: I want to find a good pair of "boyfriend jeans".
Dustin: Why don't you just get some "husband jeans" instead?

I had to focus on a shrub to keep myself from laughing.

That's a horse shit call!

Friday, August 23, 2013

Currently

Outraged: That Ben Affleck is going to play Batman in the Superman sequel. Ok, I'm not really outraged but I don't like it one bit. The thing is I like Ben but not as Batman. And I like Batman but not so soon after the last franchise just wrapped up. Why can't a Superman sequel just be about...Superman? These comic/superhero movies are in a war with one another and don't seem to care about what the fans would want. I mean I'm still not happy about the new Spidey. Too soon. Tobey isn't even elderly yet, you know!
 
Impressed by: Erin came in my office while I was reaching in my purse for a tic tac, so I offered her one too. I tried to gently shake ONE out and about four poured into her hand. She gave me 2 back and then she wanted to try and throw the other one into the tiny tic tac container hole. I held up my tic tacs and she stepped back and took a shot. (In my mind I was thinking this is funny because there is no way she'll make it. First of all tic-tacs aren't even round. The hole is small. And it's just never going to happen!) And then the unthinkable...she made it. We were both so shocked that we just looked at each other wide eyed, mouths on the floor. Then we started cracking up. But it's like it never happpend because it wasn't caught on video. Damn!
 
Thinking about: How I feel old when I can't remember a word. Does this ever happen to anyone else? It'll be a simple, common regular ol' word and all of a sudden - poof, it's gone. It just vanishes out of my brain and then it feels like it's on the tip of my tongue. For example, today I couldn't for the life of me remember the word "overrated". I had to consult Google, Dustin and Erin (who finally figured it out for me). I mean all of that work just for one word. Those are the moments I feel old. Not when I'm celebrating my birthday. Not when I see a list about things the Class of 2017 never knew about. It's the times I can't remember ENGLISH. 
 
Reading: I finished Pandemonium. I'll go into further detail next week but I will say it got much better. Slow start but ended strong. And now I'm already 25% (according to my trusty Kindle) into Requiem, the last in the trilogy. I'm loving the third one. So far there have been lots of surprises and I've got a feeling there will be lots more.
 
Watching: Sherlock! Dustin and I watched the first "episode" last night and within 10 minutes we were both asking each other back and forth "Are you loving this or what?" and then the other would respond "Hell yeah!" - HA. Benedict Cumberbatch is amazing. Has he won any awards for that series because he absolutely should!? I'm pretty sure the first time I saw him was when we saw Star Trek: Into Darkness where he played a deliciously fun villian (kind of like Tom Hiddleston as Loki). Anyway, back on topic - Sherlock rocks even though Dustin had to turn on the subtitles because he couldn't understand some of the characters accents which I thought was hilarious. The show is weird because each season has three 90 minute episodes but whatever floats their boat because we bloody love it.

Speaking of British TV, I tried Doctor Who and by tried I mean I couldn't even make it past the second episode. (Sorry, Sam!) It's hard to explain but it just doesn't do it for me. I wish it did. I'm typically down for all things British and nerd related. I can't win them all. 

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Vine Time


More Vines! And other random video clips from the last couple months.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

Fumigation Celebration

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Last Monday I was on the phone with Erin when she got home from work only to receive a notice on her door that her apartment building was going to be fumigated with tents and the whole works. I immediately thought BREAKING BAD! Ha! All tenants were told they needed to leave Monday AM - Tuesday PM. Without hesitation I invited her over to our house. We have a whole entire guest bedroom that never gets put to use. Plus - slumber party! She was in! I immediately started brainstorming cute little things to set up in "her" room during her stay. Fresh flowers, printed recent photos of the two of us, and I even shared some of my Birchbox samples. Each card had a little note inside. It was so much fun to do.

Fast forward a week later and she is driving home with me, having to witness the torturous hell that is I-4 traffic that I battle through every day. There wasn't any traffic (surprisingly) until a mile before my exit. Just our luck! We sat there for awhile and got home later than I normally do. It sucked but it helped that Erin was right next to me to talk to or sing along with.

Dustin was just finishing cooking dinner for us when we got home. Fish and mac-n-cheese! We watched LiLo's Oprah interview while we ate. It really wasn't all that entertaining though. And afterward we caught up on the latest Sister Wives episode because DUH. Bad (yet awesome) reality TV go hand in hand with a sleepover. Dustin just sat there in the living room with us occasionally looking up from his computer and laughing at all of the ridiculous things we would say. Eventually he moved into the bedroom to watch the Steelers pre-season game which meant that it was a perfect time to pop in a RomCom! Erin chose 'Going the Distance' which I love. I mean, I guess that's pretty obvious since I own it and all.

After the movie and the game, the three of us congregated in the kitchen and just talked for a good hour. Like serious heart-to-heart kind of shit. I love being able to have those kind of deep yet funny conversations with two of my favorite people - and at the same time. Those are the moments I live for. Where you just say exactly how you feel about whatever subject you're on, in your pajamas, hair a hot mess, groggy from a long day - just having nice long talks with friends. That's it. That's what it's all about. No one was checking their phone or watching TV out of the corner of their eye. Just straight up human interaction. It was awesome. They are awesome. Slumber parties are way awesome.

I woke up before everyone - as per usual - and went through my regular morning routine. I actually got ready way ahead of schedule because I was just so excited to have Erin here and then to get to have her keep me company on the drive to work. I offered her breakfast at our house (cereal, oatmeal, etc.) and then suggested if we left right that very second I could swing by Starbucks. Her eyes lit up and she was like "Yeah! Let's do that!". So we did. We sipped our drinks and enjoyed the early morning sky as it hung over the busy highway while I begrudgingly drove us to work.

I forgot how much fun slumber parties are. And even more fun, a week night slumber party! It made Monday feel like a special occasion, like a holiday or something. I highly recommend it.

Erin should get her apartment fumigated more often.

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Found

Such a pretty wedding.

I can't remember if I already posted this but it's so good that I don't care if it's a duplicate.
Game of Thrones 80s/90s Theme Party: One and Two.

For all those 'Breaking Bad' fans.

It's time for you to get Vine.

14 Best U.S. Cities for Childfree Living

If Disney Princesses Had Instagram

I Will Always Love You

20 Historic Black & White Photos Colorized

Walk Off The Earth does it again. I haven't even heard the original song.

I don't know how I feel about this news. I think they should just let it be.

Rock N Roll 

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Terrifying Turkey

Today I had a bad experience with a lunchable. I have seriously had maybe a handful of lunchables since I was a kid so on the rare occasion I pick one up I get really excited. Well, my excitement was short lived. Below is the letter I hand wrote and mailed to Kraft. Yes, I really did that. I'm sure I could have found an email address but real letters are more personal.


Dear Kraft,

This morning my husband and I went grocery shopping. I picked up my first lunchable in years. I used to eat them daily while growing up in the 1990s. I bought the turkey, American cheese, crackers, & two Oreo lunch able partly for nostalgia and partly because it seemed like the perfect lunch. After I put away the groceries, I grabbed the lunchable and sat down to enjoy it. I was shocked and horrified to have found slimy turkey that looked as if something was trying to grow on it. My turkey was basically foaming at the mouth. I checked the expiration date and it was supposedly good for another month. I refused to eat it because I was certain I would become sick. This is unacceptable. My lunch was ruined and all nostalgia went out the window only to be replaced with annoyance. I guess some things are meant to stay in the past.

You Unsatisfied Customer,

Ashley


P.S. I will be posting this letter on my blog.

Saturday, August 17, 2013

Hi. My Name is Ashley and I'm addicted to TV.

I always get a little annoyed when someone says to me "Oh I don't watch that much TV." Um what? I've even read articles and blog posts from people who don't even own a TV. WHAT?! Can someone place a pillow under me so I don't injure myself when I pass out from shock?

I grew up on TV. Hell, TV practically raised me. When Danny Tanner had those heart-to-hearts with DJ, Stephanie, and Michelle, he was having them with me too. Alf taught me how to get in and out of trouble. Captain Planet taught me to recycle and be kind to the Earth.  I learned valuable life lessons from my childhood of TV watching. 

My TV obsession is still going strong now that I'm in my late 20s. Except these days it's so much easier. I've had quite the TV journey. 

I didn't have my own TV in my room (at my mom's house) until I was 16 or 17. I remember fighting with her over the TV in the living room. If she wouldn't budge, then she'd let me watch TGIF or Felicity in her bedroom. But these days Dustin and I share a flat screen in the living room and one in our bedroom. Plus I can watch TV on my computer AND phone! It's kind of crazy. These are the parts of adulthood that just straight up rule. 

I remember first getting DVR when Dustin and I moved in together. I was (and still am) amazed that I can record all of my shows with a simple little click of the remote. When I was a kid I'd ask my mom to record a show on a damn VHS tape! Shout out to the '90s! And half of the time she recorded over the last part of Dawson's Creek with The Young and the Restless. It was basically like living in the stone age.  DVR is one of my favorite inventions ever.

Now to the whole point of why I even started this particular blog post: streaming!

I remember (not that long ago) if I wanted to watch a TV show from the beginning and didn't feel like buying the DVDs, I had to go to multiple sketchy websites for pretty shitty quality. Also every 5 minutes they would make you (as in you couldn't fast forward!) watch commercials. I HATE ONLINE COMMERCIALS. Annoying. 

But then Netflix came along. I didn't jump on the bandwagon right away. It actually wasn't until 2011 that we joined. And even then we only kept it for the one month free-trial, watched the first and only season of Freaks & Geeks and we were done. Cancelled our subscription. We weren't impressed by the streaming only selection. But then Netflix started putting TV shows (that I hadn't seen but had been dying to) up for streaming so we tried it again. We've had it since December 2012. And in that time it has let me catch up on every season of Mad Men, Friday Night Lights, Breaking Bad, Orange Is The New Black, and a bunch of movies too. 

I also had a free month of Amazon Prime back when Dustin bought my Kindle Fire HD which has it's own streaming service. That allowed me to catch up on Downton Abbey and Parenthood. 

And of course HBOGO (which you get automatically when you add HBO to your cable bill) where I was able to watch True Blood, Sex & the City, Boardwalk Empire, & Game of Thrones.

The thing is, I rarely start a show when it first airs. It's usually not until everyone starts talking about how great it is that I'm actually interested in seeing it. And then I not only watch it but binge watch - from the beginning (always from the beginning)! Episode after episode for hours on end. It's a TV addicts dream come true. 


So yeah, streaming pretty much rules. 

This is the future. 

Now it's not like I'm stuck in front of a TV all day every day. I have plenty of other interests and also a job. But TV is one of my favorite ways to unwind, relax and forget about a bad day. 

It's like my alcohol. I like to get drunk on TV. Not ON TV but while watching TV. Nevermind. 

Friday, August 16, 2013

Aunt Roda

My aunt passed away Wednesday due to complications from a stroke. This week has been a blur. Everything happened so fast and we are all just trying to catch our breath and pick up the pieces. 

I keep typing sentences and deleting them. Because I just don't know what to say. There just aren't words. I'm sad that she's gone. I'm sad that my family is hurting. But I'm happy that I have so many great memories of her to look back on. These things are always bittersweet.

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I remember opening the gate and telling Condor to stay in his yard. He'd listen and walk up and down the fence watching me as I went. I continued down the dirt driveway kicking rocks, singing to myself, sometimes dodging snakes. I'd climb up the front porch steps and just let myself in. No one ever knocked. No one ever needed to. I'd usually find my Aunt sitting in the kitchen with her feet up on the counter, taking sips from a Pepsi can while simultaneously smoking a cigarette and talking on the phone and/or entertaining company. Even though everyone lived right next door to one another, we all seemed to congregate at her house. I found myself over there just about every single weekend I was at my dad's house growing up. 

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She called me "black eyes" since I was born because my eyes were such a dark shade of brown. She loved Circus Peanuts, scary movies, talking on the phone, & her family. She called me every year for my birthday and although this seems insignificant, it always made me happy. And every time she saw me she gave me a huge hug even when I didn't want one because I was "too cool" for family affection. She's one of those people who is hilarious without trying to be. Like the time she called our dog, Condor - "condom". I couldn't stop laughing. There are so many funny stories that involve her I could write a book.


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I loved the slumber parties Nikki and I had with her. I remember her laying in bed, Nik and I on the floor (because we just wanted to be close to her), lights turned off, talking for what seemed like forever. I remember the three of us going to the store or going to rent the latest on VHS together. I specifically recall one time where Nikki and I had put small pieces of paper in her hair while she was driving. We thought it was hilarious at the time but looking back we were just being little brats. She realized halfway back to Geneva and just laughed it off. She didn't even get mad at us. The three of us were apart of the "14 Club" - all born on the 14th (June, August, & December). I don't know why but we always thought it was really cool.


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As I got older, the visits became less frequent. Those damn teen years. But any time I saw her she'd ask me about school, boys, and work. She was always genuinely interested in my life and I will always appreciate that. I loved our conversations. Sometimes the most simple interactions are also the most meaningful. Thanks for our talks. I'll keep them forever. 


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Wednesday, August 14, 2013

This Week In Photos

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What Erin Wore. She's always coming to work looking cute. // I bought Go-Gurt because I can.

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M is for muggle. // Dr. Dust attending to the sausage toe situation. 

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I found my 30 day shred. // Dustin found another kind of shred. 

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Hooking Erin up. // Burrito boo. 

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Three little idiots. // It was 103 when I got into my car the other day. So hot that it fogged my phone and my glasses. Cool air where are you?!

Erin Zings

Just give me a hole in the wall.
Meant to say "hole in the ground!"

I just got a look at my boobs and they look pretty damn good.

Some fucking idiots came in here and...were fucking idiots.

Do you know what annoys me besides everything?



Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Found

OH MY GAHH.

Pros and Cons

Olivia Wilde's Advice for Turning 30. I'm not quite there but I'm close enough! Such good advice!

Dumb Life Calculations

The Red Badge of Courage

Justice for Zachary

Mr. and Mrs. LaBarre's wedding video. This thing totally made me all teary eyed, again! Dustin and I say a few words at the 1:41 mark.

Guide Dogs, Then Owners Fall in Love

Thor 2 (Trailer 2)

Best Fort Ever!

BFFs!

Stampede

Roar!

23 Surprising Facts About 'Orange Is The New Black'

Man with OCD Blows Internet Away with Hauntingly Stirring Love Poem

Zach Gilford (Friday Night Lights) Got married last year. Beautiful photos here and here.

On growing old. I just love Rebecca Woolf and her writing and her blog!
"We've spent the last two weeks huddled around the crackling fire that is end-o-summer, knowing that this day would come, that it would burn bright and then fade away like all flings with people and moments."

Monday, August 12, 2013

Currently

Watching: Welp, I did it. I finished 'Friday Night Lights' and there is a hole left in my heart. It wrapped up really well though which is something I always have anxiety about when a series comes to an end. I will miss Coach, Mrs. T, QB1, even Buddy! The cast and the realness of the characters were what helped make this so great. Yes it focused on high schoolers (and of course football) but it wasn't the typical teeny bopper kind of show. Also, the music! The music that they paired up with each episode for five seasons was incredible.  Clear Eyes, Full Hearts, Can't Lose! The Ultimate Coach Taylor Pep Talk.


I also just finished 'Orange is the New Black' (that new Netflix show). I watched it every day this week and last night I finished it. I had heard a lot of hype, from TV, friends, & bloggers, so I figured I would try it out. They were all spot on. It is a phenomenal show. It made me cry and laugh and never want to be in prison EVER. I love that the characters are real and flawed and fucked up. I love that just when you think you have them pegged, they surprise you. It's going to be a long year waiting for season 2!


 


Listening to: Sweater Weather - The Neighborhood - A few days ago Sam texted me a link to this song. Since then, I've downloaded it off iTunes and played it a 100 times. It's just so good. All I need now is actual sweater weather.

Recovering from: Sausage Toe. I got bit up when Erin and I went canoeing at the springs. I'm 99% sure my leg and ankle bites were from horse flies. I'm still not sure what got my toe. It was exactly one week ago that I was super itchy and uncomfortable. I even had to make a trip to Walmart in the middle of work because I was in desperate need of Benadryl. I even emailed photos to my old boss/co-workers to see what they thought. Michelle said my toe "looked angry". HAHA! She wasn't wrong. And Jennifer made me send her a new photo every day just to make sure it was getting better. It was extremely swollen, hence Dustin's pet name for it. I couldn't even bend it for a few days. I thought it might just fall off in my sleep. Today it is thankfully still attached to my foot and almost completely back to normal. What a difference a week can make!

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Death Star ice cube while watching Breaking Bad. // Why you should always put on bug spray.

Thinking about: How much shit is too much? Erin asked this question a couple of days ago while we discussed people in our lives who constantly disappoint us and I haven't been able to shake it. It keeps flipping around in my head like a fish out of water. I can forgive someone BUT only so many times. You can't be a shitty person continuiously and expect me to just let it go. Just accept you for who you are. No. Be better. Treat people better.

Reading: Pandemonium by Lauren Oliver - It's the second book in the Delirium series. It's not going great though. I LOVED Delirium so much but Pandemonium isn't doing it for me. I hate forcing myself to finish a book just to see how it all turns out or just because I spent money on it and I don't want it to go to waste. And that's exactly what I'm doing. Forcing myself to get through it. I like the books I can't put down. This is not one of those books. I am determined to finish it though and maybe even attempt the third one since I'm already this far along. Ugh!

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Once Upon A Vine

Last Sunday afternoon I was laying in bed finishing up the last season of Friday Night Lights (which I plan to discuss in another post). But I was a little distracted. I couldn't help but look at the time every few minutes. Damn, it was only a little after 1 PM. Sigh. And then an hour five minutes later I'd press the top button on my phone. Nope! And again, until finally the clock struck 3 PM. This was the time that the Vine community was told that Jessi Smiles and Curtis Lepore were to finally meet. I paused FNL and went straight to Vine. Then I refreshed constantly for close to an hour for any little update on how the meeting went. I'm not ashamed by that last sentence just in case anyone thought I should be.

Why was I so excited for two complete strangers? Because it's cute. Because good for them. But also it felt so familiar. I know I talk about how Dustin and I met (and fell in love) a lot on here but it was one of the best damn days of my life. Also, this is my blog so...yeah!

Both Curtis and Jessi met on social media. (Dustin and I met via MySpace) 
They live in different cities. (So did we, although not nearly as far apart) 
And there was a lot of planning and anticipation for their first meeting (Yep, us too. On a much smaller scale of course!)

Get caught up with these cute vines:



I'm a romantic through and through. It's just who I am. I always want the guy to get the girl. I want the fairytale, not only for myself, but for everyone. Everyone deserves the butterflies in their stomach, permanent grin on their face, ("can't eat, can't sleep, reach-for-the-stars, over-the-fence, World series kind of stuff" - and yes I just quoted Kirstie Alley from 'It Takes Two'). I think because I am so happy in my own love life that I want that for everyone. It makes me happy to see others all giddy and excited! I can't imagine meeting for the first time in front of all of those people and cameras but I'm glad they did. It made me feel all warm and fuzzy. It made me think back to St. Patrick's Day of 2005 when I drove to Palm Coast to meet Dustin for the first time. That special night started to play back in my head so I just laid back in my bed, closed my eyes, and let those memories wash over me. 

So yeah, I'm super happy for Jessi and Curtis, two people I don't and won't ever know. 
That's the magic of the internet!

And now it seems like another Vine romance is brewing between Nick and Carly
I'm so excited I could just jump up and down and squeal. 

High five to being in like and/or in love and all of that shit!

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

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7/18/13
If I were wearing a badge around my neck, I'm pretty sure I could pass for any woman on any crime show based on my attire today.


Don't New Yorkers get tired of walking?

7/19/13
I don't know what kids these days are talking about when they use the term "ratchet".

Every time I hear 'Wild Thing' I think of Uncle Buck.

That moment when you find a whole thing of tic-tacs in your purse after thinking you were out all day.

7/20/13
No more loud lawnmowers. No more high electric bills. Kind of can't wait for fall.

If you compliment my TMNT shirt I automatically think you're a cool person.

I was just driving behind a car with Howarts Alumini, Star Wars, and Dr. Who decals. Let's be BFFs! cc:

JEW's 'Futures' is and always will be perfection.

7/21/13
Really sad that I had to throw away two of my most favorite bummy shirts. RIP ripped Steelers shirts.

7/22/13
My mind is still blown from finding out last night (thanks to IMDB) that Denise (Full House) is Jess (FNL) and Nicole (True Blood).

I have way too many shirts that are "hand wash only".

Glitter nail polish, like getting bangs, always seem like a good idea at the time...but later regret sets in.

7/23/13
Watching my DVR in the AM is my coffee. It helps me wake up and puts me in a good mood.

7/24/13
Just started the last season of FNL and I'm already sad. Don't end!

George? Not a fan. I think he should go by Prince Cam! Or maybe just Cam. Just leave out George entirely.

7/25/13
I saved 4 kittens in my dream last night. I think I should be able to take today off.

7/28/13
There are so many videos online that I never end up watching because I don't feel like sitting through the 30 sec. commercial.

I want a sweet treat but I'm too lazy to leave the house. Why is life so hard?!

7/29/13
I love how serious people think I am on FB. You can really tell who knows/gets me and who doesn't!

I can tell when my friends have hung out with toddlers when they say "potty" vs "bathroom".

7/30/13
I get really defensive about iPhones (and all Apple products). I'm not trying to be rude but THEY ARE BETTER.

I don't trust any app. or website that MAKES you log into Facebook in order to enjoy it.

Why do celebrity breakup statements always insist that the couple will "remain close friends"?! No one wants to be friends with their ex.

7/31/13
I don't even like baseball but the Pirates have the snazziest uniforms in the sport. Also, pretty sweet field. Arghhhh matey!

8/1/13
It's August! We're getting closer and closer to fall!

I can't believe I just found out that Georgia Groome and Rupert Grint dated. Two characters from two of my fave English books turned movies.

The minute Dustin tells me a crazy story I type it out in my LiveJournal so we can look back on it when we're old.

Pick your battles. Pick your battles. Pick your battles. Right?

8/2/13
Simon Cowell is such a sleazeball! Also, just googled how to spell sleazeball.

I stub my (left) big toe so much that I can't remember a time it didn't hurt!

Erin just freaked out when I told her Dustin and I have never slowed danced. We do enjoy choreographing super nerdy moves together.

8/4/13
I've been thinking about leaving the couch to do something productive but it's an hour later and I'm still here.

Finally got off the couch! Put clean sheets on our bed. Now I'm laying in the bed trying to decide if I should nap or Netflix.

Shark week is lame. It's all been done or said before. They should start a kitten week! Just cute kitties doing cute things!